I'm really, really disgusted with myself.I had a chance at a relatively good (though boring) job, and I put off taking the drug test until I knew I was leaving the continent the next day. So, since I procrastinated so much, I doubt I'm going to get it.I guess I sort of did it on purpose because the job intimidated me, and I feel ashamed of myself. I never DO anything. I just loaf around writing in notebooks and being antisocial. I have no money because I spent it all on this laptop, but I'm too much of a loser to actually see getting a job through. What's wrong with me? And why didn't I notice all this before? Have I been blissfully unaware of how much I suck for 20 years and not even realized it?

God, I just want to crawl into a crack in the floor...

But I guess it's about time to grow up.

So anyway, say hello to our sister community, hmc_stamp! With only 1 entry in the past 25 weeks, it's in dire need of some love. Go on down to vote on some apps and post your own (and don't forget to post your app HERE too　ＸＤ）

So anyway, yesterday I had my interview with Office Depot, and I think it went pretty well! I wasn't nearly as chipper as usual because I was nervous beyond all reason, but I answered all the questions, and though I don't have much job experience, my interviewer seemed pleased! I still have to take a pre-employment drug test and turn in the results, and then they'll tell me whether I have the job or not. I think I might actually get it! I'll probably only be keeping it for three months or so, but either way it's a good experience, and if it all works out, that will be nice. ^.^

So, there's been a change of plans! I decided to stop slacking and go turn in my application today, and a few minutes ago (like 20 minutes after I got back), they called me and now I have an interview for tomorrow at 11! OMG, this is amazing! I can't work in the copy and print center, and I can't work full time, but I might get the job! ACen, here I come! This is going to be so much fun!!!! I can't wait! I really hope I get the job! ^.^

I'll update on how the interview went tomorrow!

So, I'm officially turning in my application for Office Depot tomorrow (or the next day). They have to give me a "personality test" when I turn it in, too. That's a little weird, but hopefully I can get the job, and hopefully I can earn enough to go to ACen before Savannah buys the tickets! And I still have to choose my cosplay! AHHHH! I'm just glad we have an adorable gay boy showing us around Illinois, or I know for sure we'd get lost XD I can't believe how old we are now... it's a little scary to be going on a trip without my family, but oh well. It's going to be fun, and I'll have freedom for the first time ever.

I don't really want to work at Office Depot, but it's close enough to the house that I can walk, and plus I won't get attached to the job and not want to quit. This is just going to be for three months, and then I'm taking a while off to write my novel before I work again.

And that's that.

So, woo! ^.^ I got down to business and created howl_rating, a rating community for Howl's Moving Castle! GAAAAH! I'm so excited, and I hope people will actually join.

Those of you that know me from fictionpress... I'm working on the latest chapter of Boku no Heart, and I'm sorry I've been neglecting it for months! ;_; I promise I'll try to start updating more regularly from now on! I just get so busy and distracted... and pow, the procrastination sets in! I'm sorry, world! *weeps*

So anyway, join howl_rating and puri_puri_rate! 8D

Once upon a time in a magical place called livejournal, Lady Arabella posted her first entry on a journal that she had created for the sole purpose of using neskayanet's adorable panda layout and creating a Howl's Moving Castle rating community on an account that wasn't muddled. But she began to see that although she had other accounts, this one was special, because the account is named after Lady Arabella of Marianne Curley's book series "Guardians of Time".

Lady Arabella scurried away to create some graphics for her upcoming community, but if anyone found her interesting and wanted to read her writing or see her graphics, she could also be found at:
moonchild10 (main journal)
cupcaketime (Ouran fics)
pink_meringue (fics and icons)
venomcupcake (poetry)
chocolatelle (erotic fiction)
koishii_ranshi (another fiction archive)

And then she caught a shooting star and sped off toward morning. And she lived happily ever after.

The end.

(random intro post, I guess ^.^)